majlis at home

yesterday, last nite was sooo exhausted!! for me n my sis Bell... thanks to Duah for ur help..u helped a lot Duah. only Allah can repay it. aamiin. my body all aching..and i was so lazy to get up for work this morning, but it was super-happy to be organizing such events. we organizing Solat Hajat & Baca Yassin at my house lastnite after Isya'. i normally perform my own Solat Hajat & Baca Yassin as well..i've been praying super hard lately..really hope with all my heart Allah shower the truth behind all these...behind whats happening to me these couple of months..how she bitched my life..stupid rumors came out of nowhere..if u wanna bitch about me..pleasseeee...if ur fucking smart goddamn cool, do say it in front of me coward!! what a two-faced idiot, u are. like i care if anyone of them find out about this..sumtimes these really make me pissed off!! what a craptastic daysss!! but nothing much i can do.. everyone around told me to SABR...these are all from HIM..Allah is testing me.. back to Solat Hajat and Baca Yassin, it was conducted by our Presint Imam..TQ so much imam and also to all jemaah who came last nite. we have prepared meal for approx 70pax..and i wanna make this as my own looking-forward-event-whenever-needed-and-exceed-$$$. i also already make a 'nazar' to organize this event again if i got a callback from SPA to fill and serve our country as EO this coming July..aamiin. do pray for me as well peeps..TQ.