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i'm so sad recently..many things happened to me that really made me burst into tears most of my time. to entertain such a hurt heart like me, i normally THINK. i've been thinking the purpose of our life. yes. to serve Allah. thats the MAIN point. i know that, before we were descend to the earth, we have live in Luh Mahfuz. then our souls are sent down to this earth into the body of fetus (mother's womb). we dun remember how we lived 9 months inside the mother's womb before we eventually live in this world. for us who have been brought up in muslim families, we will be taught Quran, Allah and Islam to worship only The One Allah. and as Muslim, we believe in Quran and follow our beloved Prophet Muhammad S.A.W saying and example of his way of life. our Rukun Iman taught us to believe in one Allah, His prophets, His Books, His angels, the last day of judgement and good or bad come from predestined decree of Allah. i wanted to get myself near to Allah..i know, we all knows that all souls (us) have to taste death. we also knows that satan has the power to disturb us from the front, behind, by the sides even he can enter our body. his duty is to mislead us to hell. i have read and there are ustaz told that Allah will forgive all kind of sins except polytheism (syirik). nauzubillah... always remember that when we die our souls will be keep in Alam Barzakh. good people will be keep in good place, vice verse until Judgement day- Kiamat.during the resurrection on the judgement day, our souls will raise from our graves. good and obedient souls will go to Paradise while the bad and disobedient souls will go to Hell in the next world. and as what i know there is the end stage for those disobedient souls to enter Paradise. as muslim the whole purpose of our life is IBADAH- worship to The One Allah.. *cries*