sometimes i think.. some people are happy to be alone. but some arent..deep inside its not dat easy for me..as... like any human being..i need companion..to love and being loved..are some people destined to be alone??.. so far for now..m free to do whatever i please anytime..but if i have to be alone n its my destiny..then.....i shud think about it many times..i have no feelings rite now.. but i can feel the loneliness...pfft!
i dun wanna die alone.. *sigh*..... shud start believing myself..men are just human too... but i hate them!! liar! irresponsible! stupid! ^*@&)*+(_#@#$^@)(+_)+&@$@^^..ok..enuf. back to the topic...
we were born alone..die alone..in the end there is nobody to blame but ourself! gotcha!..then..we will completely erasable..but for sure our deeds will remain forever..our actions are what people will remember..but for how long?? they wont think about u day n nite..as time moves on, memories begin to fade.. *cries*....so why spend ur life trying to do what makes others hapy when they barely even think of u??
well..i may feel alone on this path..but m alone in life anyway..so..i learn..whatevr u do in this life..do it for urself ayu. becos....at the end of the day, all u have is urself! the only person who cares about u is u! the only person who can make a huge difference in ur life is u! sooo..ayu, why reject ur own vision's in order to please people who dun give a damn about u!!
when it comes to marriage, u need to be with someone who harmonizes with ur dreams. .now i realize dat who u marry can have a drastic effect on ur life..the person u end up with must reflect ur highest sense of values..does he??? no body truly cares about ur life as much as u do..not even him!..remember dat u will be forgotten..so please wake up ayu..wake up now.. but dun let dat day be on ur death bed...
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